not who i am..

annyong!!!!!!!!
yay! finally a com to blog...
see i tell you, i've forgotten like super many things to blog.. lols.. haiish..

but one that i'll never forget...
is ofcus,
SNSD's first solo concert!!!!!!!!!!!!
it was awesomeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
i tell you, my eyes were bright bright uh! hahas...
okay, so my dad and i left in the middle of tour to make way towards the stadium..
we sat beside this guy...
he's an uncle fan i guess? hehes..
he knows english.. so we kinda chatted a bit..
cus i went on the concert on 20th...
the first was actually on 19th..
he went to that too... cool.
he says that SNSD changed his life! wooohoooo!!
and before the concert,
everyone were very nervous..
he told us he was very nervous..
hehehes...
and the crowd cheered at the sight of SNSD's parents! hehes..

the concert started and the girls came out!
our 9 awesome angles!
the concert is really really awesome..
when they sang "Himnae" i cheered up alot..
but cus cameras and recordings were very strictly restricted..
so i couldnt take any pics..
if you were caught.. you'll be sent out...
so no way am i gonna risk it.. lols..

besides SNSD songs..
the girls also had their own solos..
i liked tiffany's umbrella alot...
as in, she sang rihanna's umbrella...
hehes... she couldnt take her shirt off as she striped.. lols!
& Sunny was singing 'sunny'? lols...
she did a flip and landed but fell..
hehes... her dancers wanted to help her up..
but she just sat there and continued singing.. cute!
my fav parts... hmms.. all parts are awesome uh... lols..
i love the dancing parts...
our dancing queen really rocks.. yuri too!
tiffany and some girls were teary while singing 'dear mom'
and tiffany, yoona and somemore cried towards the end of the concert..
awws.... and i really wished i understand korean..
so i would know what they are saying...

there was an encore... and fake endings...
luckily i stayed back... hehehes...
it was really great!!!!! ahhhh!!!!!
can you believe it?
taeyeon was just abt 3m away from me a few days ago!!!
i kinda wished i grabbed the standing places though..
cus you'll get to hi-five the girls..
and grab things that they throw... hahahas...
taeyeon splashed water on fans.. hehehes!

initially, when i saw tiffany..
i was thinking...
"oh, her hair grew back?"
lols.. but nahhs.. hehes...
i was really excited to hear "gee" and "genie"
idk why.. hahas... somehow... lols...
it was really really really great!!!!!!!!!!!
the girls will be touring around asia..
places like shanghai, bangkok and so...
wish them the best! hahas...
you can watch fancams on the internet..
like from http://www.snsdkorean.wordpress.com/
or http://www.soshified.com/..

even though seeing snsd's pics in korea is very so common already..
but i'll still stare at them... hehes...
i'll post more about my korea trip other time..
probably tomorrow?
but this should be the best post. hehehs! awesomeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!! saranghae~

like a fool..

awesomeeeeee!!!!! hihi people!
okay, im currently in a hotel in incheon! cool!
i mean, wow, i honestly cant believe im actually in korea?
and snowing.. hmms... that one's not like what i expected it to be...
so im kinda somewhat dissapointed.

okay, some stuff i forget to blog about..
hmms.. so yesterday there's piano lesson..
cus of the freaking break down,
i dont really wanna think about exams..
but my teacher still talked about it anyway..
she kinda criticized the examiner? and i was like wow?

and there's something else which i forget what i wanna blog about..

what time is it here now?
well, its 7:50pm? ard there?
im trying to look for radios in hotel..
i wanna try listening to CHINCHIN radio live..
lols.. but nahhs, no radio here..
im just lucky enough to have com.. hahahas.. cool!

kkays, so i was pretty much afraid of planes?
but it was actually okay..
even though i was very tired..
but i just spent my whole trip watching movies..
i watched.. herms! "Sex and the city"?
lols! & also.. "the time traveller's wife"..
the show's pretty cool... i mean,
you get to travel into the past and future?
i wanna watch "the ugly truth" on the plane back sing..
lols.. finally chances to watch like NC16 and M18 shows.. lols.. =P
why they so not fair?
must put NC16 and M18.. lols..
just make all non-sexual?
but violence i think is necessary to classify uh.. lols..

by the way,
its freaking cold here...
my face feels like its gonna drop.. lols..
but in the hotel its okay uh..
my tour starts tomorrow..
gotta wake up early and all.. lols..
now im waiting for my turn to bath.. lols..
im gonna try using com whenever i can?
so that i dont have to blog a big bunch of stuff when i get back..
cus i'll also most prob forget stuff.. hahas...

okay, im being crazy..
im jumping and pointing at the tv whenever there's a SNSD commercial.. lols!
P.S cant wait till concert!

like a fool..

i forget to give the awesomest shoutout!
CHRISTMAS IS COMING!!!!!!!!!!!
lols! my christmas wish is to celebrate it with people i love i guess?
hahas... that dont usually come true.. hahas...

okay, so today..
besides spending my time researching on korean phrases..
went out to buy last min stuff for korea trip...
for example, shoes.
the features needed from my dad is;
#1 the soles should have grooves.. so that can walk more easily on.... SNOW!
#2 should be leather or something not cloth... so that cold wind wouldnt get in nor will the shoes be wet..
but what i was looking for should have;
#1 nice looking, ofcus
#2 should be the flat type, not the high type if u get what i mean..
my parents are packing the stuff for the trip now...
man, there are tons to bring!
& even more to bring back!

i saw that Gmarket will be selling trading cards of SNSD's?
i really wanna buy.. but my dad say go there then see have anot... aww...

1 part i like about overseas trip are the hotels!
i mean, its so cool to see different hotels uh.. lols..
oh oh, another part about korea...
my first real snow! ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

recently, i dono why my appetite keeps failing me...
esp during lunch time..
i totally have no appetite to eat...
but ofcus i still eat...
but that lil amount of food i eat can actually last me throughout the afternoon?
i mean, usually the afternoons is my awesome snack time... hahas...
hope my appetite gets better in korea!
i got tons of things to try!
here i come, Kimchi! [from the kingdom of KIM and the land of CHI]

okay, i bought a book!
called "its not me, its you"
its about love and breakups.. lols..
i find breakup bibles cool. lols..
okay, thanks kitty for helping me make the decision..
cus actually i got another book at home which i havent read...
but im so eager to read this more than the other.. so i bought it. lols..
saw a couple more nice books too!
like there's one called "silenced"
its about a brother raping a sister?
i mean, its kinda different?
cus usually the stories are like...
dad raping daughters.. or like step-dads and stuff.. lols..
so brothers is a bit new to me? lols!
if there's a grandpa raping one i confirm read! lols!
then there's one, "not without you"
and another book i forget the title..
i really wanna read 1 manga when i come back from korea...
cant believe i didnt read them at all this hols.. lols!

recently, i dono why..
i keep having dreams about the people around me?
lols... think of them too much uh... it hurts.

i dono what to close up with,
probably a note to ddabong...
stop stealing my barn buddy crops! lols!
okay, so im probably gonna try and get alot of stuff back for you guys?
i keep urging my dad to bring more money.. lols..
see... happy? so dont scold me anymore uh! ;D
hahas... & ur presents is another reason why you should spend christmas with me okay??? lols!
sounds wrong but book me! lols!
im really really looking forward to my fav festival... totally hyped up now...
kkays, i should probably research finish on the korean words,
help with packing and sleep early. lols!
gonna miss you guys tons! [esp chinchin mummy!] annyong!
psps but.... off to korea~

like a fool..

okay, went to watch 'happy flight' woth my family today..
well, i didnt wanna watch it.. cus it seemed kinda boring..
but my parents wanted to... so watched it...
hmms... it was pretty boring and at the same time interesting?
i mean, its cool... the machines.. the pilots... the cabin attendants and all..
how the things work... how they deal with people blah.
lols, but what a show to watch when its just 2 days before im going on a plane..
the show made me nervous a bit about flying.. lols..

so, after that went to eat..
and they tried to shop for sports shoe but didnt find any...
& i just tried on some of the clothes im gonna wear to korea...
ya know, they all keep saying its very very very cold there...
i was thinking to myself before "maybe its gonna be okay, not that cold"
but now, i think its really gonna be very very cold there...
as some might know,
im not really a person who can stand coldness..
so, im just afraid i might be cold to death there.. lols!
and ohyah, coming back.
the clothes are very irritating?
cus its like, kinda tight-fitting..
so that cold air wouldnt blow in...
and some are up to my neck... lols..
and oh, i got a red hat! lols yay? hahas..
my parents are busy packing the luggage now...
who wants to jump aboard? jkjk.
hmms, im really looking forward and somewhat not..
somehow, its different from staying away from people or just staying home..
i get to forget troubles when im overseas? somehow.
probably cause im busy playing, having fun, too distracted by other stuff and all..
still remember when in taiwan.. yeah.. that feeling.
so im really looking forward to that too.. lols..

anyways, yesterday out with ooozies..
we kinda went to the arcade..
its been long since i went to arcade..
its kinda childish or what now? but..
somehow, recently i really wanna go and play.. lols..
but one reason that is stopping me is probably the money. lols..
yeah, what a waste of money..
i still remember my bro and i used to play arcade games and all..
at home or at arcades..
okay, my bro is probably an excuse..
but i guess i was pretty tomboy last time.
i mean, who else can i play with?
yeah, ofcus i do have barbie dolls and all..
but i can only play it once in a while when my only female cousin comes over..
she migrated to aus not too long ago... haiish...
so yeah, i kinda love fighting games? lols...
like street fighter and blahhs...
car driving games are also somewhat favs. lols..
okay, its weird talking abt this..
hmms.. but life now also very hard to go and play and all...
the most for me is to update facebook games...
games which can function on its own even when you're not playing... yeahh..

okay, actually i wanted to sms ppl..
but im just gonna write here for who-so-eva that sees it..
Good Luck Band for the KL trip/competition!

kkays, gonna help pack stuff now... ja!

like a fool..

okay, so i finally watched '2012'
went to watch with the ooozies today...
well, it wasnt as what as i expected?
there were less touching moments compared to the tsunami movie..
but this one's impact and damage is like wow.

just realised that i was a bit like camel today..
hahas.. was obsessed with 'heartbeat'..

hmmms...
ppl r upset with me abt the snsd concert.. =(
well, not upset..
but a lil screaming.. hahahas...
honestly making me a bit not wanting to go anymore?
hmms, another part that im looking forward to abt the korea trip..
is probably the kimchi?
i not sure if the tour has included the kimchi factory thing..
but i really hope got..
so i can make and bring back for ppl.. hahas...
somehow, this whole going to korea seems to be a bit of a bad huh..? haiish..
wrong?? just wanna get out of here.

ppl! vote for snsd at the melon music awards ehy...
im trying to vote, just that i dono how..
gonna ask help from yeeching.. lols..

dad's coming back today...
& my room's aircon is spoilt...
how to sleep?

like a fool..

okay its finally over..
but sad thing is..
i break down during my second piece!!!
ahhhh!!!!!
i freaking freaking freaking break down! =(
super sad uh...
i was like "please dont break down".. "please dont break down" before the exam..
but i still did. ahh!
i was super nervous!!!!!
psps, for those who dono whats break down...
its like... stopping in teh middle of the piece.. (in piano terms, kinda.)
the distinction that my teacher's expecting from me fly away le uh...
i just hope that i can pass now...

&& psps, i was too nervous and the examiner is too friendly..
so i didnt think her of naked, tomato, chinmei nor ddabong.. lols!
tomato maybe a bit uh.. =PP
&& there was only 1 examiner.. so phew.
& thanks people who asked how was my exam. =D

hmms.. today chin's back!
finally uh. but i wont get to see her until ard end of year..
so sad.. miss her uh. lols..

but but but,
im freeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee now. lols! yay!
i can watch all my shows and everything...
its 4 more days to korea!
&& 9 more days to concert! ahhh!

like a fool..

ahhhh! its today!!!
im so so so nervous..
even practicing at home makes me nervous!
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!! lols...

cant wait till the exam's over!
kinda got a few stuff planned to do..
gonna watch invincible youth..
learn some basic korean so that i wont what in korea.. lols..
get korea stuff ready..
probably read some sec3 books which my mum's buying ard now.. ha.

okay ahh.
my piano lesson's soon..
then exam's gonna be in the noons... lols..
suspense is killing.
& im so afraid...
& im suppose to imagine 1 examiner is a tomato?
1's chinmei.. another's ddabong..
and the other one is naked? hehehes!
really hope i can pass.. boohoos...

like a fool..

Tomorrow is the day!
oh my!
im so scared uh... ahhh...
cant wait till tomorrow's over..

hmms... yesterday's episode and today's episode of "cruel temptation"
really makes me wanna cry siaa...
its a must watch!
i really wanna see teh revenge part..
Aili, Qiaobin and the mother so cruel!
& the show now also so sad.. wanna cry.. lols!
kkays, thats all for now.. lols... byes!

like a fool..