Into the new world

2010-12-05T17:21:00.001+08:00

MOVED!

2010-08-14T22:37:00.002+08:00

dadala~
i have a sudden strong passion for basketball!
boos. really really miss primary school period..
used to be better in basketball..
besides piano, i really wanna excel in basketball too? somewhat.
hmms.. hahas.. time time time?

totally dreading back to school on monday!
boos. come on its YOG!
they should give us hols! hahahas!!

hmms.. currently so tired..
think im gonna sleep soon bahhs.. booo....

2010-08-13T22:03:00.002+08:00

yayyyyyyyyyyyyyyy! exams over!!
muahahas!
emaths and chem was like hard.
seriously, just hope i wont fail.
kaykay, over le.. dont think le(:

after that went to plaza sing with karen, shufang, gigi, chinmei and eunice..
we watched "after shock"!
woahhs! i cried alot of times sia!
some parts were funny..
and one or two of the parts was funny and sad at the same time..
so we were all crying and laughing at the same time! hehehes!
some parts of the building collapsing looks animated..
so it didnt really get to me alot? hmms..

i wanna watch another depressing movie!
but next movie in mind is SALT! or STEP UP 3D!
hmms.. any other nice movies anot uh? hehes..

wow. the news is like reporting another disaster sia.

2010-08-09T21:40:00.002+08:00

gahhs. idk why ive becoming more sloppy in my work..
now a days, cannot stay in room long and study sia..
feel like going crazy. lols!
and boos. i left my chem ws in sch. omo.

was just looking through my facebook pictures..
well i know i nvr upload pics de,
is the ones that people tag me in..
and it really made me smile sheepishly at the com..
hahahas!

i just have to endure 4 more days,
and MOVIES, HERE I COME!!!(:

2010-08-05T22:17:00.002+08:00

wow. i've got 2 loads off my shoulders today..
firstly, is the irritating project.
its finally over and done with.
next is the bio CA2!
idk, i feel much more relieved despite still having common test next week..
i just hope that i can have high marks for bio.
if i do, it'll probably heal the sadness from keep failing maths.. lols!

recently so so so busy,
i also dk busy with what..
time just passes so quickly..
in this fast-paced society,
take a break and it'll be so hard to catch up already.
you gotta constantly keep in touch with the world,
despite being tired and all.
now, who is to complain?

TGIF tomorrow!
im like, oh,oh
thurday please just get over with it,
friday please come quickly!
it'll be national day celebration tmr then study study though.

hmms, things are better more serious on piano.
beside me trying to reach somewhat unreachable dreams,
i just hope that i can pass G6 smoothly and survive through G7 and G8..
teacher talked to me smth about having individual lessons instead of with my classmate..
hmms, i think thats kinda better for me but there'll be less competition to push me?
idk, that classmate.. maybe she doesnt wanna be in the same class as me..
cus there was complain that i was too quiet!?
lols.. but teacher said today that the reason is cus she cant stand her?
but nahhs, idk.
im kinda a easy person on most things,
kinda just go along with whatever that comes my way..
sometimes i take it hard,
but nahhs, hopefully i'll get through it. idk how long it might take though. hahahas..

i wanna watch korean drama!
end of year coming, things are gonna get worse! trust me!
is my mouth ill-fated?
cus i think i should stop saying that i'll fail before each exam.. lols..
maybe that affects. hahahas!
i will survive. hopefully(:

2010-08-04T21:23:00.000+08:00

2010-08-03T22:31:00.002+08:00

wow. its August already!
hmms... firstly, October is my piano exam..
so i'll probably be studying and blah alot like olevel ppl. hehes..

im tired.
everyone is tired.
dont you think?
sometimes i feel like posting on facebook "tired of ......."
but then again i think,
i think that everyone now is tired of something..
this year like passes real quick.
and things are so hectic and cramped together..

i think that im not able to focus on my studies anymore..
yeeching said i've got alot of things on my mind..
is that an excuse?
i realise i like dont put in as much effort into my work anymore..
starting to give sloppy work.
failing seems much okay even though i still get upset about it.
said to myself "its better to keep expectations low, cus it'll be disappointments everytime"

everyone seems like they're gone.. in a way.
its been hard to approach anyone for any help..
sec4s need focus, cant always bother them..
sec3s, close friends are also stressed out.
can only fend for ourselves.
everyone for himself. we are selfish beings.

2010-07-27T22:58:00.002+08:00

dadala~ i finally blogged!
what to say?
things just keeps getting more and more hectic and stressful uh..
esp as exam approachs...
i think nearer to end of year it'll be even worse..
cus i still got piano theory exam..
i should start study -.-

hmms.. did badly for chem and emaths class test a while ago..
amaths test too T.T
physics test.. i think i will do badly?
haiish, why everything liddat?

i wish i had more time..
during the holidays i've put too much focus on piano..
then now studies liddat..
but my passion for piano achievements are flying..
but it takes up alot of time...
i wished i had more time to practice and study man... =((

thurs, maybe watching nodame cantabile with chinmei!
but not really confirm yet??
i wanna watch inception..
got ppl say not nice..
but others say nice.. so i think i just try watch if got time? hahahas..
okays, thats all for recently bahhs? (:

2010-07-21T22:09:00.002+08:00

today is a day, full of disappointments..
what a tiring day.. hmms..
plus, people also giving up and upset...
so today's a gloomy day.. sob.

firstly, got back chem and emaths class test results..
super disappointed... it was a pass, but a boarderline pass..
then today had physics test...
on the topic of pressure..
i totally understood everything in this chapter so far?
but when the test paper was delievered to me,
im like... how to do? what is this??
then got all demoralized cus my physics is always gonna be liddat..
no matter how much confidence i'll have before each test paper..
the result that comes back will always be liddat..

then today, had netball interclass...
lost quite badly..
had 2 fun games though..
but i hurt my left fingers in a match with awesomely violent people.. lols..
so pain... piano tonight my fingers also so pain and weak.. gahhs..
but i really miss basketball days in pri..
just playplayplay all afternoon.. it made me happy...

tomorrow's racial harmony..
hope that it'll be better bahhs..

2010-07-20T19:30:00.002+08:00

wow. its been pretty long since i blogged ehy?
well, no one much reads my blog anyway?? lols!

btw, hmms... netball interclass ytd.
our class won! great effort gals!

just now, went to watch DESPICABLE ME with mich and eunice..
well, its rewatching for me and eunice uh..
hahas! funny and cute!
i wanna watch INCEPTION! it looks nice!!!
and i have yet to watch NODAME CANTABILE...
waiting for that chinmei to have time uh...

hmms.. i have a wish...
a wish that i hope will come true by this year..
but idk why,
this strong desire isnt making me work any harder towards it..
or is being busy just another excuse? lols..

2010-07-12T19:23:00.001+08:00

NODAME CANTABILE; THE FINALE!

In cinemas 15July2010!!!

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!

2010-07-09T23:01:00.001+08:00

i need to come up with a solution to make things better..
it might be somewhat easier for studies..
but for problems, hahs. not that easy..
i need to maintain positive... i hope i can(:

2010-07-09T21:25:00.003+08:00

hmms... todays,
pe wanted to play badminton with yicheen again..
but shina wanted play ball so we went along.. hehes..
today's lessons were quite okay..

idk, are things hectic or what?
i feel so...
worried, super stressed..
kinda tired too.. going a bit crazy?
so many things i wish i could say out..
but.. i dont want/cant?

im cutting myself slack in piano..
passion thingy kinda dying out a bit too i guess..
well, its kinda expected huh?
i cant cope with studies..
then plus band.. every night so tired and all..
how to deal with piano too?
these are just excuses yeah? sighs.

i cannot be selfish. but, really dying........

2010-07-08T21:43:00.002+08:00

today had a day out with eunice to ecp!
we were kinda suppose to emo and talk and all..
but didnt really have that kind of feeling..
so we decided to make it a fun day..

we tried out a kinda new thing?
i think its called "3wheels"
its kinda like a scooter but its not?
and its kinda hard to use..
but we still had fun yeah?

packed snacks from burger king..
and went home...
on the way home,
we saw a rainbow!
it was really super pretty!
you can like see every single colour so distinctly..
red, orange, yellow, green, blue, indigo and purple..
really awesome pretty.
and sky was too.. hahas..
took pics, but my USB cable got prob,
so cant upload it to com.. aww..

currently, so tired.
hmms.. studies..
actually, i really need help with studies..
but idk who to consult..
wanna ask seniors,
but they should be concentrating on o's and n's..
instead of wasting time on me..
but im really desperate for help..
im.. really dying.. honestly.

im afraid of how blank my mind is everytime? hahas.

2010-07-06T22:22:00.000+08:00

2010-07-06T22:20:00.002+08:00

yeah, things are gonna get more hectic?
end of year coming,
after the sec4s finish their olevels..
the teacher's focus will be on us..
thats what they said..
and piano theory exam in october..
im not ready yet..

today,
was so stressed about amaths, emaths, physics..
i could cry.

just keep trying to keep myself hyper,
to the point of crazy.
sometimes, i try..
but most of the other times,
its easier to just let it hurt.

this blog is so lonely):

2010-07-05T23:28:00.002+08:00

Yay!
im proud i did some of my work today..
passed up the piano biography which i've been stressed about..
and also another work which i have dragged for a long time..
hahas.. but i didnt do alot of school work?
amaths and emaths dont know how to do..
physics textbook in school.. hahas..
kinda finished the project though..
so its a relief..

okay, 11:30pm?
i should be sleeping kinda.
but.. hahahas.. here with emo songs again.. hahahas..
i wanna go to beach..
its been a while..
i wanna lay there and stare at the sky..
thinking about everything again..
wanna go biking too though..

things are starting to change again..
oh, how i dread it..
everything's so strained..
does it matter what i wish?
yeah, i've realized..
but i just wouldnt admit?

its stupid right?
after each mistakes,
acting and thinking like the world's ending..
yeah, its stupid.
but it just gets harder when you really have to face it..
cant accept the facts.. still in fantasy with hopes.

2010-07-04T00:14:00.003+08:00

today is 03072010.
SYF opening ceremony.
kinda, last performance for the seniors..
it was a pretty satisfying performance for most of them i think(:
thats a good thing.

"separation is a part of life"
yeah, it sure is..
and i believe that most people would wish for it to not happen..
i hope that laughter will still continue to stay within everyone of us..
i hope that we will all still be happy.. together or not..

oh man. how time flies..

just really hope that the seniors will do well for their o's and n's..

no one can really hope that things will never change,

cus they will.

what can we do?

2010-07-02T22:42:00.003+08:00

its been another day. hahas..
things that happened today?
well, yeeching brewed tea for my sorethroat!
hahahas! im so touched! thanks sister!
then, badminton with yicheen during pe was fun!(:

then blahblahs,
it was syf opening ceremony preview today..
after that,
went to hp while waiting for eunice..
talked to bonan about dropping of subjects next year..
talked abt his olevels and stuff too.. woahhs. oh, how time passes..

just now, also met hanafi..
gave him the gift i bought for him from japan..
he passed me a motivational book called "rules of life"
hahas.. i hope it helps then(:
gonna start reading it soon bahhs..

recently so tired,
probably next week's gonna be better..
but i gotta start choinging piano and project on sunday..
killing me.
piano exam at end of year,
registration open le.. gahhs.

.i. .need. .to. .shut. .up.

2010-07-01T22:17:00.002+08:00

Rain, is sometimes a good thing..

but for me, rainy days are sad days..

listening to the rhythmic tapping of raindrops onto the window,

it just gets me thinking about everything..

another day.
so. tired. muscles. pain.
hahahas.. but at least today was better than ytd physically?
tomorrow and sat will be performances..
hope i can just focus better..

been... kinda stressed out...
about band, piano, piano, piano..... lols..
amaths, physics, amaths! amaths! emaths!
gahhs. why cant i just get it?

sometimes i wonder,
what are the limits to each person?
sometimes if we dont do well,
other would say that we didnt put in enough effort...
is it really that? or is that our limit?
can everyone push over their limits?
can everyone really reach the same stage as others if they just work harder?
no seriously, can they?

2010-06-30T21:28:00.002+08:00

Today was a super not smooth day!
Feeling so tired physically and mentally..
mornings, everything was hectic..
and my mind was stressed about the fact that i havent finish my piano biography..
which i will need tomorrow night..
and i wont have time to do tmr..
now, i only finished on one composer..
resting a bit then continue.. gahhs..
its hard man.

project is killing too!
everything's so cramped together!
homework piling!
i know im not alone,
so everyone! jiayous together yeah?!

i hope that tomorrow will be better..

havent practice piano for the last 3 days ):

2010-06-25T21:34:00.002+08:00

I can just believe that the world's happy now right? (:
i'll be the kid i was years back, hiding under the arms of an angel if trouble comes.

2010-06-25T21:16:00.002+08:00

gahhs.. after being perfectly healthy for a year plus..
i've been getting these small illnesses like flu and sore throat so very often..
hahas.. sore throat's kinda better le..
but been sneezing like wow for the whole day..
probably cus i got caught in the pretty heavy rain this morns..

today band... morns seems super long..
when it was 11+am.. i actually thought it was 4+pm..
my mind was so crowded that i even thought i ate already.. hahas..

school's reopen..
i bet many ppl dont wanna get reminded by that. lols..
what to do with homework man?
i'm totally gonna copy heymaths i guess?
but gonna get paper work done bahhs.. gahhs.

i think im not a very good multitasker? lols..
my focus have been shifting recently..
and im like 65% onto piano now?
probably 30% onto band..
and remaining 5% is onto studies.. lols..
when school starts again, gahhs. time man, time!

hmms... i hope that the sec4s are studying hard(:
really really wishing for them.. seriously honestly.

HWAITING PEOPLE! to ALL(:

2010-06-24T22:27:00.002+08:00

today, piano piano bahhs..
& my sorethroat is back...
gahhs... so got some medication @ pharmacy..
please go away sorethroat!
i need sleep and need chocolates! hahahas!

my dad got called for a last min overseas trip?
he was told today..
and have to catch the midnight plane tonight?
err.... ): ?
wow. to working. hahahas!

school's gonna reopen ehy? ): ? (: ?

2010-06-22T21:49:00.002+08:00

suffocating!
LOLS! stupid homework!!
honestly nvr do anyth..
i was totally shocked when chin told me that sch reopen's next week..
i still thought there was like 1 to 2 weeks?! wow me.
totally havent started on any school work..

teacher is rushing me for piano homework!
today i choinged finished my 3weeks homework? lols!
but i still needa do biography for practical exam piece!
it was suppose to be handed up on 29th.. but tchr wants it this thurs!
wanted to go esplanade library to find out more de.. gahhs!
im totally lacking behind in piano..
oh, when will i finally be better?
i seem totally desperate for piano.. lols..

sorry for the complains..
hahas... think alot of ppl nvr do also..
but gahhs!!!
stupid project somemore.. boos.
well, im just saying..
i think the sec4s probably got alot more..
so dont scold me for this(:

im hoping for physics, chem and amaths tuition..
thinking i have time.
honestly dont think i have time?
but i need tuition i guess?
so afraid abt these subjects...
esp physics..

sometimes it hurts so much to shut up, but you just HAVE TO.
what is hurt anyway?

2010-06-20T20:22:00.002+08:00

woahhs! hehehes!
last night i dreamt of TAEYEON!!
hahahas! and a few other members too uh..

okay, this was kinda how it went..
somehow someday,
i met Taeyeon and a few members on street..
and Taeyeon suddenly fainted!

next scene, Taeyeon was in a hospital bed..
i bought a fruit basket for her! LOLS!
then there started a whole thing abt fruits.. hahas...

okay, other members there were...
sooyoung? yuri? yoona? tiffany.
hahahas! then somehow, sooyoung doesnt like fruits!
so she was like complaining..
while dearest Taeyeon only like apples!
ahhhh! story end. hahahas!

weird dream huh? kinda wished it was true man!
Taeyeon + Apples = Love! hahahas!
another thing!
i bought epop! and there's was like a profile thingy abt the girls..
and under Taeyeon's favorite fruits????................
APPLES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! LOLS.
im going crazy. -.-

2010-06-18T21:30:00.002+08:00

a dream, so near yet so far..

a dream, probably so impossible..

a dream, i'll try to work towards. (:

one thing i hope for?

is that i wont give up.. hahahas!

2010-06-07T20:46:00.002+08:00

wow. its 8:45 already...
another 45mins and leaving home for airport?
gahhs. kay, what did i do?
i finished cinderella's sister.. hahas...
wished i spent more time with piano though...
and, idk.
i seem to be freaking out.
idk... somemore, honestly?
packing luggage just now freaked me out too... lols..
gahhs.

so...
this is goodbye then. gahhs.

2010-06-07T10:25:00.003+08:00

gahhs.. its tonight):
havent really packed finish..
most prob gonna wait till my mum's home from work? lols..
i got pretty much tons of stuff to do today?
needa finish my part of the science proj and send to my friend..
needa ya, pack bag. lols..
got 2 more episodes of cinderella's sister to finish..
gotta practice piano?

dont... really feel like going?
and if im there already,
i'd probably dont feel like coming back..
hahas.. but i guess.. i have to go AND come back. lols..

couldnt really sleep last night.. hahas..
excited? idk.
LOL gahhs...
i just wanna sleep sleep sleep now....

2010-06-06T11:39:00.002+08:00

wow. so tomorrow's the trip already huh.
did a lil of packing just now..
just dump everything into the luggage.. tmr then pack..
but im still short of some stuff though..
gonna go out and get them later..
honestly, having so many different feelings now.

aww. brotherH has to go back to camp today..
so he couldnt meet me and pass me the book..
aww to the fact of not being able to meet him..
and i also dont have a book to bring there now..
hahas.. shall i get one?

im deciding on what toy i shd bring there. hahahas!
i know its lmao. but it'll be great company. hahahas..
honestly, i would just grab another luggage and stuff bearbear into it.
but nahhs, i cant do that.
besides, i have better plans for bearbear for this one week without me. hahahas!
thinking of bringing tigger. nahhs. idk.
hmms.. octopussy? or... hi you junior?
hahahas. omgosh. i sound like a kid here. LOL! entertainment.

i just finished ep15 this morns..
who knows?
but i'll try to finish the whole cinderella's sister by tmr? hmms... hahahas..

2010-06-05T21:50:00.002+08:00

hmms... today was pretty okay..
2 more days...
to Japan trip...
the trip that im looking forward to..
the trip that im afraid of...
the trip that might change things..
LOL. mixed feelings.. hahas..

hmms, tomorrow...
gonna stay home with my piano and com bahhs..
and needa start packing bag lo... hahas...
hmms.. i havent really tried a whole day infront of the piano before...
mainly cus theres tele and com... and meal times.. lols..
but hmms.. maybe i should try that one of the days.. hahas..

HAPPY! = FOOD.
SAD): = FOOD.
mealtime = FOOD.
nothing to do = FOOD.
(:

the world's hurt. everybody's asking why.

thanks yeeching,chinmei,eunice,shufang,raf,brotherH,huiching and many many more ppl(:

2010-06-04T22:03:00.001+08:00

If....

A total eclipse of my heart.

2010-06-04T21:45:00.002+08:00

okays today,
afternoon, went for learning journey @ national heart foundation..
well, i was looking forward to it..
but it was really pretty boring..
after that, yicheen and i hang out a while @ HP..
before we make our way to mdm padma's house!
hahas.. cool experience..
indian food... spicy~~~
but i think it did smth to my throat.. lols...
im better now. hahahas! weird ehy.

3 more days to Japan trip...
cant wait.
i just wanna get out of here..
wanna give my best there..
Japan trip ppl! lets have fun and work hard there!XD

its "funny" how everyone is "hurt" and using the word "hate" ehy?
where's the peace? LOL.. ps, crap.

2010-06-02T20:34:00.002+08:00

hmms.. ytd,
went window shopping with eunice after her lab session..
hahas.. really wanted to get some stuff..
but didnt really come across anyth that i liked..
maybe some other day go bugis street(:

down to flu, cough and slight fever ytd..
went to the docs.. arghs, medicine.
but my fever's better?
but throat is getting worse.. lols..
my voice changed uh..
somemore today had oral!
bet it was really difficult for him to hear me.. lols..

tomorrow's a free day..
hmms.. what shd i do?
really dont feel like staying home..
wanna watch movie, or go beach..
but @ home i also got things to do uh...
but i'll also probably sit infront of the tele the whole day.. hahas

Japan trip is coming? wooooooooo~
kinda looking forward and kinda not..
but i comfirm cant live with my state now..
cus its like freaking cold over there too..

2010-05-30T20:47:00.002+08:00

taecyeon taecyeon taecyeon~
hahahas!
im currently stuck @ ep11 cus got prob..
idk when they will fix it..
so putting my hopes in the KBS de.. hahahas..
i wanna be like Eunjo. hahahas..
just heck care everything...
well, at least on the outside..
pain also wont cry.
like also wont show. hahahas..
hide all longing-ness..
Eun Jo Yah.... Eun Jo Yah...

sian. my oral is in a few days...
and my throat aint in a very good condition..

just now went out to get some Japan trip thingy..
wanted to buy book...
like those self motivational type de...
but brotherH says he got a book for me to read.. hahas!
so im looking forward to meeting him on Sunday hopefully.

a few activities on first week of June..
besides band,
there's oral.
there's bio learning journey to national heart foundation? woots~
there's visiting mdm padma's house?

that day, went to SAF perf...
took a brochure..
there's an event called the "MAHLER RESURRECTION" on 10july.
i wanna go ehy... maybe buy the cheapest ticket... hahahas..

gahhs. i feel bored without my drama.
practice piano? lazy =P
feel like sleeping..
but sure cant sleep again..
somemore my throat makes it even harder..

2010-05-30T12:30:00.000+08:00

Cinderella's sister - it has to be you..

2010-05-30T10:15:00.001+08:00

OMG!!!!! NOOOO!!! cant believe it!

okays, i've been on drama crazz recently? kinda.
just keep stuck infront of com...
Cinderella's sister is totally awesome man!
one of the part that its story attracts me most..
is cus there's alot of unexpected turns...
and ofcourse, also Eunjo's personality...
she's damn cool. i like her. hahahas!
eunice started on the show too...
ooo ooo! now excited part,
cant wait le... byes!!

2010-05-28T22:45:00.002+08:00

today went to eunice' house with ddabong!
ddabong so good sia... she brought along Bounty Hunter movie!
hahahas! so so we watched that..
hahahas.. i still think cinema got more atmosphere... hahahas.. but no money uh.
okay, so i guess the movie was pretty alright?
not as aww as the other i've watched..
and it was pretty confusing in the front part.. hahahas!
but hey, its jennifer aniston, so yay! hahahas..

we watched snsd vids...
cooked instant noodles for dinner!
ddabong also did her theory hw!
very guai! claps!! hahahas...

hmms... once again,
i neglected piano.. lols!
i damn slack uh.
but yay, its finally a 3day hols!
i really dont feel like staying @ home..
i wanna find a place in sing,
where you can actually rent a studio w mirrors and also a piano..
then can dance and also practice piano..
but need money de uh.

so... no idea what im gonna do for the next 2 days..
okays, for now,
im gonna continue my drama(:
obsessed. hahas..

2010-05-28T12:21:00.002+08:00

dadala~
lets see...
so ytd was the last day of sch?
nothing much. then did proj..
the fun part comes @ night..
a couple of us went to Singapore Conference Hall for a performance by the SAF band.
it was really a cool experience uh!
i was asking eunice which instruments she looked forward most to...
hers was piano, harp, timpani and saxes.
mine was piano, harp, timpani and oboe.
hahahas... the harp was really cool i tell you.
and there was actually a female vocalist in 2 of the pieces..
which then became my fav pieces. real cool. hahahas!

finally, the hols r here?
bet it wouldnt feel like hols though.
got many stuff to do.. hahahas..
but at least, more time(:

i just watched episode3 of cinderella's sister!
seriously, the show's nice!
just that i still dont get some of the parts??
those who r free for hols and wanna watch drama, why not consider this? hahahas!
i wanna be like eunjo. cool, cold, strong. lols...
but she's real mean to hyoseon... poor girl.
and now, hyoseon stands up to her.
muahahas! lets see what happens next.

okay, im suppose to be like preparing to go to eunice's house..
lols... she and ddabong are kinda waiting for me.
so dont kill me when u see this post(:

2010-05-25T20:51:00.003+08:00

okay, today was my last piano lesson until 22/06/2010.
hmms.. somehow, i was like "Aww!" so fast 'last' lesson already?

lets just say this, i probably love piano(:
but it just stresses me out sometimes..
all the time it takes,
and the fact that im not good enough..

so, guess i really wanna focus on piano a bit more just before Japan trip..
cus it'll be a week without piano?
well, even though sometimes i dont practice in a week..
but at least its there right? lols!
i think i might just run to some music store and play its piano during shopping time -.-
hahahas!

***
lets see... today... haiish...
i was so, so tired.
sec2 eng camp, yeah, i really looked forward to it..
but look how it turned out.
then i had to rush off for lab session w proj mates...
it really really stressed me out during that time...
cus we were pretty unprepared..
and i seemed clueless, being the leader.
so, i was really, really quiet? hahahas..

so tired. and the word "leadership" kept roaming in my mind for a while already..
i wished someone was there to talk to...

now, gotta, stop whatever.
and go back to discussing from the project. haiish.
dammit.

hahas a funny thing though,
every time im stressed out,
i imagine my black hair slowly turning white -.-

i... really, really hope for a RESET button......

2010-05-24T22:40:00.002+08:00

dadala~
today, was pretty enjoyable?
i was pretty happy uhh..
just super tired..
keep wanna sleep in class..
but caught myself a few times almost having retarded jerking actions while dozing off..
hahahas! must keep image. hahahas!!

kinda looking forward to tmr!
well, wont be going with ppl to pick litter @ beaches.. lols..
will be helping out in the english camp for sec2s.
so i gonna take alot of sugar tmr..
so that will have sugar rush then super hyper!
hope they're gonna have fun tmr lo. hahahas..

think tmr im gonna let down my fringe.. lols..
was freaking out this morns
cus i felt that it was weird uh.
but huiching and chinmei said its okay..
so i'll probably put my fringe down tmr?
but its kinda messy and looks a bit like bangs..
lols.. ltr anti-bangs ppl scold me. hahahas!!

2010-05-23T23:32:00.002+08:00

ooo! went to cut hair with chin just now!
hahahas! something surprising,
i was actually considering short hair.
but kinda lucky didnt..
hahas.. chin saw the un-glam side of me today!
forget it okay girl? hahahas!
but now my hair kinda weird uh. lols!
i look like a kid man..
and its similar to a haircut i had once when i was young.. hahahas..
who ever said that haircuts help you get over things?
why do ppl go change hairstyle when they get break up?
im curious. hahahas..

ooo!
well, episode 10 of brillant legacy doesnt wanna load for me..
its like every episode got prob uh. damn pekcek. lols!
so i went to watch cinderella's sister... v. nice!!
though im still confused about some parts..
but hyo seon so innocent and cute..
cant bear to see her get hurt man..
eun jo is cool, but mean.. tsktsk.

2010-05-23T11:49:00.002+08:00

dadala~
ytd was a pretty busy and tiring day?
morns, had japan trip briefing..
and after that, somewhat training.
then we made our way to meet aishah for her bdae celebration!
hahas.. we ate together @ pastamania.. hahahas..
while i got totally obsessed with a magazine..
we also took many pics! hahas
there's a serious case of kpop crazz these few days man.. hahahas..

after that, went to section bbq!
kinda the first time i eat quite alot? hahas..
well, was lazy to cook...
and camel and teruna danced to kpop!
so cool uh! hahahas..
then shawn somewhat too. hahahas! funny!!

then here i am,
just came back from jab with gigi and chinmei..
cool cool. hahas..
got something on in the noons ltr, then maybe haircut with chin! hahas..

hmms... im really kinda looking forward to japan trip..
its probably the last breakthrough i need? idk.
@ least im many more miles away from some things..

brotherH said i needa delete the word "hate" from my dictionary..

2010-05-21T22:37:00.002+08:00

2010-05-21T20:56:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AWESOME KITTY DADDYKINS! LAFFS!

okay, today wasnt actually a good day?
but one fun part...
hmms... PE was fun!
hahas played badminton w yicheen...
its been a while.. hahahas!

then.. after school,
went with shannen, sandra and yicheen to amk hub for lunch..
while we waited for chinmei to come...
we took taxi to bedok reservoir..
took 2 separated taxis and both drivers damn cute uh. lols..

then i walked all the way through the 4.3km with sandra..
and i feel kinda guilty abt it..
hahahas... nvm, next year i shall run... hahahas!

after that went with band members..
to temasek poly led by zhihui and MJ!
hahahas... they kinda took us on a little tour ard it..
went to eat at the canteen.. hahas..
the school is like super big uh..
and the facilities and ccas are tempting.. hahahas!

hmms.... think im gonna get so busy recently?
idk, seems to have many things @ hand to settle..
and i keep forgetting to do things...
ending up with last min work and late nights..
then again im wasting my time away thinking about useless things.
so so, i needa manage my time carefully!
its killing uh. keep getting headaches for no reason..
think im gonna get more white hair lerx... new trend(:
kkays, dadala~ time to practice piano... buh-byes!

2010-05-18T21:28:00.003+08:00

ahh~~ stupid sun-burn! lols!
it looks damn weird uh?
its my first time experiencing this so far?
the last few times nvr sun-burn until liddat lo.. hahahas!

so, band band. hahahas..
it does feel kinda weird missing lessons.. hahas..
hmms.. yicheen helped me collect results..
my most disappointed? physics and amaths duh.
i was kinda shocked abt physics?
i tot i would even do better than the other time -.-
sian lohs. hahas.. then amaths..
well, i know i wasnt really confident of that paper..
but i just hoped for a second miracle. lols!
stupid physics.

yay!!! mysoju repaired brillant legacy ep8!
watched 3 parts @ yeeching's house after band today..
we cooked 2 types of korean ramen too! hahahas!

gahhs, dont like cross-country?
been a lazy girl for a long time..
hahahas! super sian to run on that day manz..

i hope japan trip comes soon.. just wanna get out of here.

2010-05-16T22:00:00.003+08:00

went to watch The Last Song with ddabong!
hahahas! hmms.. quite okay bahhs?
i like parts rearding the piano =P
ddabong must be happy, get to see her miley cyrus.. hahahas..
then half way through.. got durian smell.. blehh~~ hahahas!

she also helped me shop a lil..
hehes.. bought new wallet! shirt! hahahas..
thanks ddabong!

dadala~ im kinda looking forward to Japan trip..
except the part where there's no com and piano!
hahahas.. a good opportunity to make some changes..
and cool down.. needa be discipline..

ahh ahh~~
my plan was that after exams i would focus on band and piano..
but now.. i keep slacking.. saying that there's finally time to use com.. lols..
gahhs! think i needa watch more nodame cantabile..
motivate me to play piano.. hehehes!

2010-05-16T10:14:00.002+08:00

ahh frustrating!
episode 7 and 8 of brillant legacy cant load!
anyone can help me find the vids in other places?? hahahas!

currently watching episode 1 of cinderella's stepsister which i recorded..
im currently still kinda confused about the story.. lols..
but the girl so blur and cute.. lols!
think i wanna watch this show too!

last night, yeeching was telling me about Mr Brain..
sounds super cool! hahahas!
wanna watch that too!

woahs! so much to watch! hehehes...
i wanna quickly finish brillant legacy first!!
mysoju! please fix it soon!

2010-05-15T23:04:00.002+08:00

ouch ouch! sun burn! =(((
hahahas! its been a while...
had a hard time bathing.. hahahas..

wells, after band..
hanged out with chinmei, yeeching and huiching..
took a long bus trip, to let emotions run within..
then walked briefly pass bugis street..
towards dhoby ghuat where we had lunch @ 4+ hahahas..
then we went to a korean shop..
went to yeeching's house, made kimchi dumplings in kimchi soup!
yummy! hahahas! fun fun!

awww!! sad news!
yuri, sunny and hyunah are leaving Invincible Youth!
it wont be the same!! very sad! cries! hahahas!

every friendship is personal and irreplaceable..

2010-05-13T11:43:00.002+08:00

dadala~
well,
the first free day after a whole torturous period of studying..
hahas.. what am i doing?
well, i finished 1 episode of brillant legacy so far.. hahahas!
then practiced piano for an hour.. which is not enough..
currently, going through my "box of memories"
ouch. hahahas..
ouhs! tell you what, im so cute when im young! lols!!
wow. did i just say that?
well, there's many cards and all in there..
it reminds me of everything..
but also confuses me regarding who i am now and everything..
but still, thanks for all those cards and memories!! ((:

sad news.
the bounty hunter nvr show le???
so so sad!
really wanted to watch that show uh..
but ohwells. saved money for that one movie. hahas..
probably rent its disc or smth.. hehes..
the last song comes out today..
wanna watch..
but no plans now... probably just gonna stay home and slack. lols!

are you guys enjoying ur one day hols?
just rest and relax yo!(:

2010-05-12T20:30:00.004+08:00

EXAM iish OVERRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!

muahahas! like finally.

after exams,

went to walk for 2hours non-stop up and down, in and out of amk hub! hahahas!

was trying to find something to get for me mum..

then ddabong came to my rescue!

hahahas! we shopped for a top for my mum..

it was a pretty... awkward and weird experience.. hehehes!

then we went to watch The Back-Up Plan!

hahahas! some parts really damn funny uh!!

at first i thought it was a little boring..

but man it got better!

its really damn funny uhh!!!

keep laughing non-stop!

came out the cinema still laughing like crazy!

honestly, watch it!

watch le, i promise you wont feel like getting pregnant!

hahahas! they should have more of these types of movies to discourage pre-marital *** =P

opps! hahahas!

well, thanks ddabong for everything today!;D

2010-05-10T22:24:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TAN CHIN MEI!!

today, had an awesome peaceful date with them(:

with tons of photo-taking! [a total of 120 pictures!]

view them @ karen's facebook(:

2010-05-08T21:10:00.004+08:00

ooo, been catching up on my cousin in Australlia recently..
so cool! cant wait till her parents get some.. paperwork done or smth?
then she'll come back visit sing! cool!
she promised me shopping! hahahas! totally cant wait!
really hope she'll come back soon... gahhs..
so long since i saw her.. and cute lil jingjie!
or if there'll be a miracle..
probably can go australlia visit her! hahas!

went out the other night with ting and yu..
they were like cute/hot guys alert every 5mins! hahahas..

currently, not studying..
think im not gonna study much on emaths bahhs?
focus more on physics and amaths.. hahas..
but had headache for the whole of today..
and since im gonna study out tmr..
im pretty much slacking now..
and choinging some stuff =X

recently, addicted to facebook uh?
without blog somemore,
whole day facebook facebook.. hahahas!

okay, i feel that my skin is kinda plain... is it?

2010-05-08T20:25:00.003+08:00

okies hihi!
hmms... lets see..
exams' period.. so lets talk about exams? hahahas..
some reviews on exams which have already passed:
CL - average
ENG - boohoos..
paper 1 situational, wrong format. compo, awesome crap.
paper 2 was okay.
SS - wow to the essay question! still quite average but didnt finish(:
CHEM - slightly below average
BIO - Awesomest paper? hahahas!
GEOG - slightly below average [essay kinda in a mess]
hahahas... so remaining exams are EMATHS, PHYSICS and AMATHS..
hopefully i'll get better results for physics this time(:
idk why? but i dont really care too much abt emaths? lols..
amaths.. oh-no, but still not studying yet(:

totally cant wait till exams are over!!
wanna do alot of things [if i have the time]
#1 watch movies!
- The Bounty Hunter [Jennifer Aniston!!]
- The Back-up Plan
- The Last Song
#2 watch drama/serials [rent/buy]
- all seasons of F.R.I.E.N.D.S!!
- Private Practice
- Grey's Anatomy
- Brillant legacy
#3 focus on piano!
#4 focus on band!
#5 oohh needa work-out. tsktsk.

some piano updates:
well, firstly, theory G6 exam at the end of this year! =O! needa study lo.
and them well, initially..
i wasnt planning to take G6 practical?
but due to some reasons + the fact that syllabus' gonna change soon..
so... teacher's planning for G6 practical @ end of next year?
clashes with olevels? a bit uh..
but i guess its alright, cus practical not theory. hahahas..
teacher talked about my "future" the other day.. lols..
hmms.. the plan is to complete my piano "education" up till G8 by 2012?
then i asked about what comes after that..
she said there's teaching cert and performance cert?
ofcus, my mind was all on performance cert..
cus... me? teaching? yeah, laugh ur heads off(:
but teacher said that performance cert is more for guys?
she would recommend girls for teaching cert... somemore can earn a living.. lols!
but ohwells, might not even be able to continue piano -.-

2010-05-08T20:18:00.003+08:00

Muahahas!
welcome to my new blog?
hahas.. good news i guess? hehehes!
i dono how to start a post on a new blog..
hahas.. been pretty a while since i did that ehy..
okies, so i got rid of my other blog.. kinda.
for some reasons or other..
was only planning to kinda make it "stand down" a while or something..
so as to concentrate on exams and for other reasons..
then i decided on getting a new blog and all.. hahaas..
lets start anew(:

okays, so i shall end here on this post..
updates on the next few posts! ;D